I was sick the past week and that means that I was dehydrated. I usually don’t drink coffee when I’m dehydrated, so I had a week-long break. I still drank lots of tea, but the effect is different; we all know that.
Anyway, yesterday I woke up feeling exhausted so I had a cheeky little cappucino with a tripple shot of espresso. Big mistake. Anxiety through the roof!
I learned my lesson and just had a regular filter coffee. Anxiety still through the roof!
Making coffee has been my equivalent of "morning meditation" for, like, almost three years now. I’m not quite sure how I’m going to handle it if I have to quit the daily ritual.
So, yeah… I’m hoping that it’s just a small side-effect of being sick and that in a few days (maybe a week at most?) I’ll be able to go back to drinking coffee without dying of anxiety attacks any time I drink the brown dirt drink.